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wen bac 2 skool 2dae n feel lyk sum ppl is abit different..aniwaes yes class wen mad cos of sum bbq worms..haha dunno how niithiya got dem but ppl were lyk swallowin dem lyk dey were nutin..dey r real wormies k..dare not 2 swallow 1 cos it smells lyk poop..gross..2dae after skool wen 2 collect band uniform..hahaha den my uniform size is all da same as janelle de cept 4 da skirt..wore da uniform n wenqi was lyk relli shock cos she said i look so old as in senior lyk..haha so cool..i luv da band uni..feel so proud 2 b wearin it..den i so lucky cos my skirt da length jus nice so no nid 2 fold..weee everytin is jus nice fittin 4 me..ok mayb da sleeve is kinda long but otherwise is jus nice so hope i dun grow lor..look in da mirror n was lyk shock too cos relli lyk i m older by several years..look so senior..didn't wanna chg bac..ya u may tink i m mad cos wearin da band uni is lyk so damn hot..
aniwaes wen 4 band 2 settle sum scores den oso stayed behind la 2 c my junior den 2 practise..nv tok 2 my zhu niao at all..i did wad phyllis did las yr..wen i 1st came she nv once tok 2 me or much even look at me de..haha aniwaes my junior is so DAMN loud..he keeps blastin at his frens..dunno isit show off or wad la..woo he's relli loud sia..lyk phyllis liddat..hehe ok la he quite nice budden nv relli tok 2 him cos dunno wad 2 say..so had 2 learn several songs..arghh dunno how den wenqi can't gimme her full attention cos she hav 2 teach da junior..den nxt tues hav 2 perform dis songs i still dunno leh..hav 2 wear full uni sumore..will b damn hot de lor den mus bun hair wif da net thingy n wear court shoes n leggins..woo man gtg shoppin dis weekend le..n i hate cheeying!!!!stoopit asshole...wen i playin da euph rite she go hit my head so hard den my mouth smash against da mouthpiece lor..atfirst it was jus pain den i look at my euph n saw dat my mouth was bleedin lor den da mouthpiece full of blood..arghhh stoopit fucker..make me bleed..i hate you cheeying..u r so toooooooooottttttt
hahaha bloggin while the rest r in school...too tired 2 go sch, jan oso..las nite wen 2 da s'pore conference hall...b4 had 2 polish instru..hahaha i did not cos dun bother..sat dere blur blur de while da seniors all rush about busying wif da uniform n instruments..had 2 bun hair..dunno how den jus anihow push my ponytail into da rubberband..look lyk an auntie..so after had 2 move da big instruments 2 to da lorry..sat in da bus wif less ppl budden we veri hyper de..wahhaha phyllis played 'missing'..den bie foo said phyllis not here budden she hiding...hahaha sec4 liao..den kokwey go da other bus n chec budden yiyang saw her..so fast reach da SCH..move da big instrus by da lift..den da rest climb up n wait..aniwaes we had da whole hall 2 ourselves..no anderson sec..beta la nobody watchin
wen in da hall..so nice..waited 4 da instrus..den set up..wah lau da stage is so damn bright..so ci yan..almos wen blind..did warm-ups..played f..den mus echo..i nv echo cos too nervous den could not project..had stage fright sia..sumore i sitting rite at da end..hehe da stand so hard 2 pull de..played once through..zhao sia lyk shit..wahha den mr lester lim so farni again..yes say wad mus smile no matter wad..so after awhile wen da tubas move b'side me,not so nervous..played beta..den suddenly realised dat my mouthpiece was stain wif red bits..hahaha afternoon drink da slurpy bits..den turn my tougue red..mix wif saliva so b'cum liddat..played over n over again..each tym we played beta..den we beginnin 2 end 2gether..it was relli nice, hav dis relli nice echo dat rang out quite long..wooo so niceee..yes luv it!!!!had a short break..strange but did not felt hungry..had 50cents onli so bought lemon barley..so gross but veri thristy ma..heard dat sum of da seniors wen out 2 eat fried rice but dunno where was da place so nv go..break over so practise again..found out dat 1hr at da conference hall cost $$200..wah sey..haiz da more i practise da more i can;t pitch da high notes..sad..had 2 practise cumin in n out..da door so hard 2 push..cum in da 1st tym i walk wrong cos seniors ask me 2 b in da front wen phyllis was suppose 2 b da 1st de..so sat down 1st den phyllis walk past me n clank...so damn loud sia..her euph hit my baby..wahh ok not my baby..my euph..heart pain sia..hehehe so later rehearse again den i walk wrong way...i can't lead ppl at all de..
was ask 2 played da school song..i dun hav da score den lyk nv relli play da school song b4..den ask bie foo if i should play she said up 2 me so decided not 2 budden i noe how 2..4got mus sit up straight so practically lie on da chair..mr lim ask if i was ok or was i feelin unwell..wahha said no n said i could not play da school song budden he nv heard wad i said..owells sat dere n listen 2 da whole band play..hehe so after playing cc n s'pore rhap a few tyms..can go home liao..drop da tuner infront of everybody n dey were lyk ORRRRRR..sure hav 2 pump 1..wen bac dat tym..in da bus wif less ppl again..hahaha we wen super hyper..gladys n wan xian started singin lyk chinese songs..den bie foo n wenqi sorta sang lala...hahah my favourite..so dey sang da chapel song..dunno wad name..den did band cheers..hahahah felt so high..reach home bout 12++ den by da tym finish bathing is goin 2 b 1 liao..hhaha wen 2 slp den mornin wake up at 6 den las minute say dun wan go school..wonder hu else pon school???
rather angry rite now cos of sum misunderstandin b'tween me n mom..dun wanna tok bout it la if not all da vulgarities all will cum out...so ytd had band i didn't go!!!!waaahhh i relli regret it cos wenqi was dere coachin our junior..n he's not da stoopit guy hu noe's how 2 blow!!!!actualli i tot it was cos jan told me dat i got a guy junior dat can play..almos died den after dat receive n sms fr wenqi n she say our junior veri li hai..double shock..sms wenqi bac dat she said it was not da guy hu noe how 2 play but he oreadi now how 2 play da b flat scale although not so good..wow relli impressed cos las tym wen i was sec1 my 1st tym playin da euph i can't even play a b flat lor n my junior can play a scale..so good sia..o ya haven mentioned my junior name..he's jonathan from 1agape..actualli wen i knew he was from 1a i was kinda lyk not so happi cos u noe la dat class da ppl owaes hav attitude prob 1 den i scared he's liddat..ask wenqi n she said he okie la xcept he veri distracted den got alot gals flirt wif him de..hahaha..den she said he quite popular oso even yongshan noes him..hmmm..seems lyk nice guy la..haiyo budden he so pro can play scale liao mus beware of him leh..can catch up wif me 1 if he works hard enuf..haiz finally euph got a guy..wenqi said he can play loud..good lor not lyk me sec1 dat tym i blow rite den da seniors hav 2 stick deir head b'side da bell 2 hear wad i playin..hahaha cos so damn soft...
aniwaes 2dae had a guest conductor called wad mr lester or sumtin..wahh he hor so farni n da euphs got praised leh..n dat's lyk veri rare..hahaha den he divide da band 2 senior band n junior band which was relli cool..so he cum in n we all play s'pore rhap n cc..cc bit weird cos no phyllis den i zhao sia alot of tyms 2dae dunno y..den da mr lester say he wan a happi song so we played da sch song..wahh i no experience nv play b4 so bie foo told me 2 bluff..tink i did ok la..can play budden i not in tym..den bie foo tried 2 teach me allelujah(dunno how 2 spell!) n high sch cadet corps 4 da 40th anniversary marchin..wah da cadet corps hor so fast sia..den lyk c da score wanna die liao..in da end no nid 2 stay bac 2 rehearse..haiz so wen bac home lor wif joseph n minghui..tok bout my junior n den told dem how i feel bout him bein in 1a..den dey said can't judge him cos he fr 1a n dat doesn't mean he fr dere rite he veri stoopit n dey said he not bad la..whew i jus hope he dun turn out 2 b those typical 1a boys..pray pray ah..den nxt week goin 2 band on fri 2 c my junior..hahaha relli regret bout ytd..
hahaha bit hyper now cos jus now had music lesson n mr ng brought up da euph!!!sneak out after sci ended b4 greetin ximen gong gong..took da french horn 2 da music rm while jan took sylvia's cornet..wen in n started playin my ex-euph..was so happi..mr ng told me dat i hunch alot..n jan oso said dat..haiz i guess i m permanently a hunch back liao eventhough i try 2 sit up straight..gladys said dat if dun sit up straight durin syf dey will minus marks de n i dun wan da band 2 minus marks cos of me..haiyo how ah??aniwaes later mr ng asked jan 2 blow da cornet 4 da class den ask me 2 blow da euph..waahhs dat euph so damn light not lyk my new 1..so blew a scale..sound not so good mayb cos i stand up so sat down n blow again..wahh still sound veri bad..haiyo scared ppl will tink i veri lan..so jan played da french horn too den later i tried da trombone..wahh so light oso..my hand abit too short 4 trombone..hahaha so happi i tried da trombone..didn't try da french horn though..no tym..music lesson rox man!mr ng played dis relli nice song by da brasses budden 4get da title..haiyo
2dae had 2 do da literature play..haha my grp las den make me so jing zhang..i said my part den after dat do da chorus again..wen doin da chorus onli heard my voice..had 2 do a 2nd tym..mr white said my voice was good..ya cos i was shoutin..den he say nid da others 2 match up wif my voice..was tinkin if i wen too loud..told us da marks..got 34/50..pretty disappointed..aniwaes jan's grp got 40..den deir grp got onli 4 ppl..more marks..haiya done my best liao la..that's all la
oo i hav turned into mosquito food...mosquito bites all over..so damn itchy..my left hand 4th finger is swollen..ouch..haiz ytd had band..sec1s came 2 hav theory..had 2 wait outside..justina came n gav me a euph..tot is 4 my junior de..taken from da pe rm..budden she told me dat mr ng ask her 2 bring down..he mus hav use it 4 music lesson..haiyo i tot i got 2 juniors den nid anoder euph..found da euph so familliar den realised dat it was my ex-euph..haiz..tink dun hav junior ah..y liddat??mus wait anoder year..aniwaes ytd they had 2 record marchin..was tinkin die liao cos i dunno how 2 march..den da mr tan ask me n bie foo 2 kip instru..was tinkin no nid 2 march n relli no nid 2 march..wenqi n phyllis not happi..dey were lyk y us??we r da smallest size of da section!!den kip instru liao can go home..actualli wanted 2 experience marchin budden haiya marchin wif da instru so heavy..so 2dae jan said dat ytd da marchin veri messy..den hav 2 march from da dnt bloc all da way bac 2 da band rm..tsk tsk tsk..so poor thing..haiz aniwaes 2dae had p.e..had 2 run 5 rounds..no stamina..didn't bother 2 chg cos got no tym..recess tym stayed in class 2 do chinese compo..wen 4 xtra chinese at 2grace later..was tokin 2 joan den sum1 suddenly put a t'shirt over my head..wah lau..dunno y lor..dat stoopit guy..paid money 4 class tee..hahaha ximen gong gong dunno anytin bout it..da class tee tink is white jus lyk las yr 2h..yay gonna hav class tee..
haiz...kinda pissed rite now..cos now we r suppose 2 hav da sec1 orientation camp 4 da juniors de budden las minute say cancelled..wah lau..if i noe dis would happen i would hav stayed bac 2 do da eng bk thingy ah..den monica n theo theo wen home liaoz..haiz..wad would da sec1s tink??probably dey would complain how cum band liddat 1..so las minute..aniwaes 2dae is valentine's dae..sum ppl got receive chocs..lucky lucky but i nv..joseph gav yvonne a pooh bear..so cute..wahhaa didn't noe he lyk her..aniwaes bie foo gimme a gift..wah so touched..den da stella lim say not fair cos my 1 special..got lollipop..hehehehe..yesh yesh yesh i m relli touched by bie foo..so i wanna say a big THANKEW..nv tot i say dis but band rox!!!eventhough it's kinda disorganized..haiz..2dae do maths till brain wanna pop out..algebra sux..so cheem..haiyo da orientation dunno postpone till wen..i wanna c da zhu niaos leh..lots of ppl say euph no junior..hmmm..sad..
2dae had band..wen in band rm dat tym stella lim told me mayb my seniors all not cumin..cool i will b alone..haha can slack..budden if combined i will die..owells 1/2 of wat she said came true..wenqi n phyllis nv cum..bie foo came..her leg pain..told me dat dis mornin wake up left leg cramp..had 2 carry her instru lor..practise till lips turn purple again..can't slack not lyk las sat..actualli i nv relli slack las week..jus tried 2 play other thingys..haiz..moi euph got 'kidnapped' by bie foo..wahhas she dun wanna gimme bac..aniwaes she tinks dat euph no junior dis yr..cos we hav no mentor..hmmm..mayb we got 1 hu noe how 2 play liao so no nid mentor bah but hor lyk nv c my shiity junior..bie foo n i both joke n say he died liao..havin funeral on mondae..haha so evil rite..sumore cny say dis kind of thing..saw da other juniors hu join da main band, lyk still c dem strugglin..mayb my junior oso liddat la..not so gd..haiyo budden mus wait until c him den say la..where da heck has he gone 2??i nid 2 noe whether he's in or out band..guess he should b in budden y he kip ponnin??yes i dun wan him around but if he is joinin da euphs in nid 2 b mentally prepared..dat's y i nid 2 noe..haiyo i say as if i goin 2 war liddat..nid 2 b prepared..
so ytd wen out wif theo n monica 2 watch elektra..veri nice budden hor dis guy totally spoils my mood..told us 2 lower our volume..lyk as if we relli loud liddat..shit la he..
mondae havin da orientation 4 da sec1s..gonna play wif flour..cool budden sure mus clean up after dat de..beta dun play until lyk da IT camp liddat..nid hours 2 clean up da parade square ah..if my junior dun show up by den i will take it dat he's dead..
it's shooooo borrrrrrin...got nutin 2 do sia..nvm tok bout ytd bah..woke up kinda late den relatives started streamin in da house budden still haven got tym 2 chg yet..wah liao dey saw me in my slpin clothes wich is so not cool..aniwaes wen 2 da rm den anihow put sumtin on la..came out n jus sat dere..lookin at cousin melody crawlin about..so sian sia..nobody 2 tok 2..so after dey left..still got nutin 2 do..pretty much lazed round da house..so later part in da evening wen 2 aunt karen's house..luv da house cos da backyard is so damn nice man.her house in on top of a hill la so got veri nice view in da backyard so i jus sat dere n fa-dai..so relaxin..didn't wanna get my ass of da deck chair budden hav 2 go 2 godma's house ya so hav 2 leave..
reached godma's house den started 2 eat..after eatin got nutin 2 do den jus sat dere dazed..dey turned on american idol..watched sum stoopit ppl sing den fa-dai n collect ang-pao..after lyk 1/2 hr..wen home..reached home bout 10++..watched amazing race..so shitty can' b'liv hayden n aaron got eliminated..ah sux cos i supported dem..so after it ended..watched spiderman budden was endin liao..ah nutin 2 do..wen 2 slp at 12++..
counted my ang-paos..hmmm..dis yr's collection is kinnda bad..so little..cos ytd nv wen 2 grandma's house n her house is where lots of ppl will cum..plannin 2 go dere later..aniwaes wish me luck in collectin more ang-paos k..happy chinese new year 2 all!
arghh 2dae so little ppl cum 2 sch..theo theo nv cum oso den monica lyk bit not happi cos she not round..owells ya tot mayb 2dae go bac 2 aips budden lyk no1 go bac..so nv go..actualli yvonne n yihuan ask me 2 but ya called ash n she said she not goin den dun even noe whether nut's goin so i go bac dere oso so lonely de..i go bac oso no1 will remember me..not da juniors..not da t'chers..sad..aniwaes dey announced da cny class deco winner..2i lor..dey so united..i relli envy their class n 2f..so closely bonded de..not lyk our class..pity we didn't won a prize 4 bein da most original..haiz..if onli 2h had class spirit..our class is bound 2 rawk da skool de..
haiz..2dae so sian sian ah..4got 2 bring da dnt bk again..haiyo my mind is failin liao ah..hope mrs tey dun scold..aniwaes da sec3s r bac..sum look so tanned..da camp mus b relli tough ah..but i still can't wait 4 sec3..i wanna do da flyin fox!!whoo..eventhough i sorta afraid of heights la but it sounds fun..it's so strange..las tym sec1 i wanna b sec2..den now sec2 i wanna b sec3...haiyo but i m sure wen i sec3 i dun wanna b sec4 de cos got o'levels..haiz..grades beginnin 2 slip dunno whether can go triple science not..mayb comb c will do la cos sum say triple sci veri xing ku..hmmm..haiz..now listenin 2 mandy moore's cry..sad bout sum things bout dunno wad isit lor..so fustratin sia..
dicovered sum1's blog ytd n it sort of bring bac those horrible memories..bit confuse bout dat..haiyo..dun wanna blog liao la..bet no1 noe wad i tokin bout..
haiz..ytd band was so damn borin man..came early cos didn't on da hp n jan sms me say band start at 10..followed da double bass 2 practise..so later had sectionals all da way..woooo..so sian.no wenqi laffin about..no bie foo craziness..jus borin me n phyllis..haiz..practically blow da entire 'i recommand'..cos so boorrrinn..den played 'sex bomb' oso..sian sian leh..play till lips pain den huiru say my lips swollen..sho poor me..actualli can slack cos phyllis was lyk so sian oso..budden i dun wan mah..i so guai..hehehe..tok 2 her abit la..budden nutin 2 say liao den lyk so quiet so i say i go drink water..poor phyllis stuck wif me dis borrin junior..n sumore we hav nutin 2 tok bout..sad..ya practised but no matter how hard i played still can't play da high notes..so suckish..haiyo..junior nv came..tink he not in cos lyk nv c him..yippie budden mayb it turns out he was sick..hmm..da tubas so bad made their so called junior..actualli is classmate..run rounds..haiyo..sectionals seemed so long..den samuel came along..didn't wanna b light bulb wen 2 toliet..budden while i in toliet..dey moved bac in..dunno hu carried my instru bac in..haiyo paiseh ah..2mrw sumore hav sci test nv studied cos dun wan 2..haiz..tink beta go study la..4 triple science class sake..
woo..kinda pissed right at dis moment cos few mins ago i was nappin peacefully budden my stoopit brother had 2 cum home..tok so damn loud lor haven even reach da house jiu can hear his voice liao..shit la he..aniwaes 2dae jus sux sux sux..da stoopit ximen guy lor kip givin dc 2 ppl..den da maintenance grp buay song cos sum of dem got kana mah..den argue bac..budden can't win cos he t'cher mah so dey tore our class tee designs..tore da pathetic chinese new year decorations..bloody ximen la..y hav 2 make dem pissed??u noe our class was actualli startin 2 bond..had class tee design..sum1 decorated da class..eventhough it's jus a little decoration, it's still progress n dat ximen jus had 2 destroyed all dat..is he tryin 2 ruin our class huh wen we r tryin 2 bond???he such an fuckin person wor..can't even let us enjoy our las year bein 2gether as 2humility..sec2 sux totally..tink rather hav ms chung as t'cher atleast 2grace is nicely decorated..actualli i dun blame da maintenance grp instead i feel srry 4 dem..all dey hav done has gone down da drain..thx 2 ximen lor..now dat our little hope is crush i tink it's gonna b veri hard 4 us 2 stand on our feet again..but jus hope every1 will unite n show dat ximen dat we can bond even without his help..so ya b4 dat ximen came i was learnin how 2 march..actaulli it's jus simple stuff budden can't geddit lor..haiyo den 2dae in class every1 wen boot polishin crazy..dunno bout boot polishin la budden i noe bout instrument polishin..hehe..so ya 2dae nv c da sec3s cos dey go adventure camp..so lucky..n wun b seein dem till nxt week..sad..2mrw da kuku sec3s r not goin 2 b dere..band's gonna b borin..haiyo tinkin bout da possibility of my junior not in band..mayb he nv cum 4 audition den not selected..afterall audition dat tym he not dere..mayb b4 hand he selected liao..hmmm..owells jus hav 2 find out 2mrw lor..
haiyo..ytd so stoopit ah..bring da lower sec go c 4 boys from 2a get public caning..den da w** w** mus b veri happy lor get 2 cane ppl..aniwaes was quite shaken at 1st la budden after dat jiu 4get liao..so ya ytd da zhu niaos had 2 cum 4 interview n saw my 'sister' n she noes how 2 play da trombone lehs..woohoo..so cool leh she oso join band den sumore in lower brass..mus go tok 2 her sumdae..haha so okie she has anoder name la..stella..hmmm..veri happy ytd cos my junior nv cum!!!all those juniors hu noe how 2 play an instrument came but not my!!!ya but he's gonna cum sooner or later de la..sad..yes i noe i m a veri bad senior but haiyo jus hate him..so after auditions ended wen in..warm-ups..den s'pore rhap..haiyo dat mr tan ah dunno wad's wrong lor kip askin da euphs 2 b louder but we r alreadi lyk blastin liao..sad..mayb nid more ppl..can't imagine how we will b lyk wen phyllis leaves..2dae wen 2 c da notice band notice board..onli 25 sec1s chosen out of lyk 50 over..so sad..hope dey will noe how 2 treasure their chance cos dere r alot u wanna get in but can't...sad..budden sure got sum hu will quit de..aniwaes dis sat da sec1s cumin budden da sec3s can't cum..got adventure camp mah..sum sect da sec2s no senior lor..hehe so good..hope phyllis comin budden hope she not cumin oso..she cum den if nid 2 teach or if my junior bully me atleast i got sum1 hu can pump..she dun cum den i onli 1 so i can do wateva i lyk..hehe..tinkin of evil thoughts..haiz..syf drawin closer n i still can't play da high notes properly..gotta work extremely hard..mus not disgrace myself infront of da juniors..
whew..2dae every1 was lyk in a bad mood cos of dnt n 4 sum is home-econs la..dnt jus sux man..it's so hard 2 draw da stupid shape n it's even harder 4 me 2 visualise da damn freakin shape sia..relli fustrated den sorta yelled at sum ppl..well so after it was maths den every1 damn buay song or atleast i was..den suddenly janelle cried..dunno y la but i was relli feelin so damn angry i tot i might jus burst out in anger or mayb tears..so ya after school still buay song..den sumore had 2 stay bac 2 do da stupid story..haiz..actualli i angry is not b'cos of da drawing but i was angry at sum1..mayb she was not in da right mood oso but she dun hav 2 kip suanin me k..pissed cos she says dat i m weak..i m not ok eventhough i look lyk sum1 u can push around..i jus wish ppl would stop seein me as a guai kia..here i m tryin 2 chg..but i dunno whether it's 4 da worse or beta..sum ppl tinks i m chgin 4 da worse so dey dun lyk me..dey tink i got attitude prob..haiz but if i dun try 2 b sum1 stronger..no 1 will lyk da true me..ppl will call me a crybaby cos every tym sum1 suans me i will cry..i dun wanna b liddat..i wan 2 b liked by ppl..but instead more ppl hates me..eventhough u dun say it i noe..deep inside u hate me..i dunno y but i can't chg 2 please every1..
i live in a world of hate..
i live wif ppl hu call me names behind my back..
hu pretends 2 lyk me..
hu hates me but i will nv noe y..
it will b great 2 hav 1 dae where every1 does not hate me..i dun lyk da feelin of bein hate..i mean hu does??
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